Meh

I got bored enough at one point today that I started reading people’s away messages and so had conversations with a few people I hadn’t talked to in months.

I don’t really know how to describe what I’m feeling right now. Boredom, to be sure, but I have plenty of studying I could be doing. Restlessness might be a better word for it. Mentally, school has ended but the glorious and idyllic summer has yet to begin. Too, I’m looking forward to the challenges of my internship, even if it is still five weeks away. Five weeks to find an apartment. It’s proving difficult.

I was walking down the hall the other day on my way to take my customary late-afternoon shower and I got into a conversation with Thalmann. It wasn’t until I was in the shower that I realized I had stood there the entire time shirtless. I’m certainly not as worried about being fat as I used to be (maybe because I’m not as fat as a used to be), but I generally just scurry down the hall avoiding eye contact. So apparently I’m getting comfortable around people; not all people, not yet anyway, but the people I know. I think that’s probably more or less normal.

Anyway, back to the restlessness. Chelle decided to deal with it by moving to London. Summer will be a change of pace, of course, but I still have three years left at Purdue. Maybe I could transfer.